Aug 13, 2006 22:16
am i silencing feeling? was what i thought was real only a farce? do i attempt to protect myself yet again by silencing emotion and questioning reasoning? is reason what has begun to take over again and caused me to be emotionless and realize that YOU can never satisfy me?
physically YOU were the best thing i have ever encountered, but you don't stimulate me mentally, you don't make me crave you spiritually, you can't be....
i don't think i love you...no it was just an infatuation, that is all.
but that night was so intense...
it was a rush, but it wasn't permanent... let it go...
b-b-but-
its over, live again.
are you sure?
move on, and they'll do the same