The Last Love Song on this Little Planet
Tune in, tune out, goodbye, goodnight, I'm going now, it will be alright. She met me so awkwardly that I fell in love. We loved each other or at least I did, but its never enough no matter how much I give. I helped her then when she was scared. We laughed together and shared every moment. When she couldnt be alone I stayed by her side. Never leaving and I was truly happy. I couldnt give her my complete all. Not until I was sure. I was to young anyway and school and life in general interfered. I still loved her no matter what she said. No matter what she did I still loved her. I told her I would always be there for her, die for her with no hesitation at all. She had heard it many times before from different voices that all failed her. So my lack of all kept frustrating her, the human desires are hard to keep at bay. So she cheated once and she cheated twice, but I didnt care, I smiled lovingly and said I still love you. Her tears would never cease to flow for she felt the hurt inside her now. It was either me or the cheated ones. She left me, feeling like she should hurt me no more. Its true I wouldnt of stayed with a relationship that needed the empty space filled with anothers. Even then I still loved her and told her so. I would still die for her and would still be there for her. I moved on anyway cause you cant live in the past. I met new people who just might last. Then I got a call so frightened and scared. She was going to die unless I showed up there. I left my dinner with a potential companion, and rushed to her aid without any delay. There she is in lingerie with a gun to her head by some unknown bastard. " Shes going to die. Im to pissed to care. She fucked with me enough and I've had it with this life." ....... "You can either take her place and let her live or watch as she dies right now in front of your eyes".... I walked straight forward, no hesitation to be found I pushed Krysta out of the way and the gun was on my head. I looked him straight in the eyes with no quaver in my voice. "Krysta run away you shouldnt see me die. I told you I loved you and wouldnt hesitate with my life. I still love you and will always care for you. Now you with the gun I hope you know what your doing. I know where I'm going and am not so fickle with my life, but before you pull the trigger make sure of one thing. Look straight into my eyes as you shoot. Dont be such a coward as to look away with the life your about to take. God he knows not what he does. Please forgive him." He backs away and falls to his knees. A slivered smile with tears running down. Krysta sobbing over against the ground. I'm confused now thinking maybe he knows this is wrong. "I'm sorry man but this was all fake. Krysta never believed you would die for her. I helped her fill the void that you wouldnt compromise. Fuck man lighten up. Stop looking so serious." She lay there trembling. The tears constantly pouring. I embraced her and whispered in her ear. I told you I loved you. I'd die for you no matter what. You chose him instead of me but know that I'll always love you. "God pleas dont say it. I only wanted you. If you say it I know I've lost you" Krysta choked out these words. I dried her tears with my hand and kissed her cheek. I got up and walked away to my car. I opened the door and looked back at her. Cause you know Krysta.... "PLEASE dont say it" ... that I would die ...... "GOD NO i dont want to hear it" ..... for any of my friends... "your gone from me" ...... Goodbye.