May 29, 2006 00:39
first entry!
this is to be a sort of online food diary, a log of every last thing i eat/drink.
my stats:
age: 17
sex: female
height: 5'1"
current weight: 110 lbs.
high weight: 115 lbs.
low weight: 98 lbs.
bmi: 20.4
short-term goal: 98 lbs.
long-term goal: we'll see ;)
disorder? i'm not sure, i think i might be ed-nos with anorexia tendencies. the past year or so, my weight has fluctuated between my low weight and my high weight (at this height, 5'1"). that's a 17 pound difference, which is pretty significant when you're as short as i am.
i haven't actually dieted because my mother is some breed of food-nazi. usually the only meal i can skip is breakfast, and even then she gets mad when she sees me with just a travel mug of tea. lunch with my friends is a mess because i've already got a friend who is pretty obviously anorexic, and i don't want people knowing about me like we know about her. and then i eat like a cow at night; i just get inexpicably ravenous. and i have a serious weakness for chocolate.
but i feel that this journal is part of my turning over a new leaf. i'm really sick of being at 110 lbs.
so after that unnecessarily lengthy introduction...