Change
Need a change in my life.
It isnt because i hate my life. I love how flexible my time is now everyday, as i can sleep as and when i want to, and wake up without the alarms. Relaxed, and despite the stress for exams preparations, it should definitely be better than work life. I love all these aspects.
But i need things to draw my attention and energy to something else.
People around me have all been busy with their own stuff in their lives, be it in relationships or work or other things. And besides studying for my paper and relaxing during my breaks, i dont feel focused on anything else. Loneliness crept in often and when everyone is so busy with their stuff, i want to be busy with mine too.
And then, there would be this urge to plunge into the work life asap, so that i can channel my energy on something else to keep me busy and motivated. Though the sucky thing is that its likely to be work for the rest of the life, i'm also feeling the excitement.
If getting busy with work can make loneliness a little lesser, than why not. At least, its healthier that way. It doesnt and will not hurt any innocent party.
It isnt because i hate my life. I love how flexible my time is now everyday, as i can sleep as and when i want to, and wake up without the alarms. Relaxed, and despite the stress for exams preparations, it should definitely be better than work life. I love all these aspects.
But i need things to draw my attention and energy to something else.
People around me have all been busy with their own stuff in their lives, be it in relationships or work or other things. And besides studying for my paper and relaxing during my breaks, i dont feel focused on anything else. Loneliness crept in often and when everyone is so busy with their stuff, i want to be busy with mine too.
And then, there would be this urge to plunge into the work life asap, so that i can channel my energy on something else to keep me busy and motivated. Though the sucky thing is that its likely to be work for the rest of the life, i'm also feeling the excitement.
If getting busy with work can make loneliness a little lesser, than why not. At least, its healthier that way. It doesnt and will not hurt any innocent party.