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Came back from supper treat, finally a supper after so many months.
Really thank people who actually bothered to come all the way to Loyang to fetch me for supper. Sorry for being a troublesome bitch to change supper venues. So we went to the supper place which i miss the food pretty badly. I dont think i was a good companion today, maybe had made my friend wasted the journey down from Toa Payoh.
Anyway, had dinner with Mj's parents last night. The whole thing happened when i called his mum to ask if i could take back my stuff i left at his house. I initially wanted to get from her at her workplace, and maybe have dinner together or smth. In the end, the dinner turned out to be for his parents and i. There wasnt any akwardness for me, because the comfortness has always been there whenever i am with them. They are somehow like a family to me. So even when mj wasnt around, i could still chat with them at ease like how i always did. Perhaps that is when i realized i actually miss them so much. His mum got me a belated xmas gift and his dad gave me the CNY coins which he would get for me every year in the past. They even left a red packet in the paper bag which really surprised me, and moved me too. All these little gestures made me very touched, and reminded me of the past and the present. They have been so nice to me all these years that i feel no matter what i do i cant thank them enough. Though i was just their son's gf, they have always treated me like a daughter of their own. I could feel such genuine love and concern from them. There are many things which they werent obligated to do but they did it for me anyway. I remember the day when she called me after the break up and asked what happened. Mj had not told her about the break up then. She asked me nicely did we quarrel or something. She said his dad even called from Batam to ask why i had not gone to their house for a while. In the end i still had to break the news to her. And his mum cried so badly over the phone. Of course, i couldnt control my tears too.
After yesterday's dinner, i dont really know when is the next time i can see them again. I know i should learn to live on a life without him around.
But there are some things,and some people, that you wont want to put down or want them to be forgotten.
Really thank people who actually bothered to come all the way to Loyang to fetch me for supper. Sorry for being a troublesome bitch to change supper venues. So we went to the supper place which i miss the food pretty badly. I dont think i was a good companion today, maybe had made my friend wasted the journey down from Toa Payoh.
Anyway, had dinner with Mj's parents last night. The whole thing happened when i called his mum to ask if i could take back my stuff i left at his house. I initially wanted to get from her at her workplace, and maybe have dinner together or smth. In the end, the dinner turned out to be for his parents and i. There wasnt any akwardness for me, because the comfortness has always been there whenever i am with them. They are somehow like a family to me. So even when mj wasnt around, i could still chat with them at ease like how i always did. Perhaps that is when i realized i actually miss them so much. His mum got me a belated xmas gift and his dad gave me the CNY coins which he would get for me every year in the past. They even left a red packet in the paper bag which really surprised me, and moved me too. All these little gestures made me very touched, and reminded me of the past and the present. They have been so nice to me all these years that i feel no matter what i do i cant thank them enough. Though i was just their son's gf, they have always treated me like a daughter of their own. I could feel such genuine love and concern from them. There are many things which they werent obligated to do but they did it for me anyway. I remember the day when she called me after the break up and asked what happened. Mj had not told her about the break up then. She asked me nicely did we quarrel or something. She said his dad even called from Batam to ask why i had not gone to their house for a while. In the end i still had to break the news to her. And his mum cried so badly over the phone. Of course, i couldnt control my tears too.
After yesterday's dinner, i dont really know when is the next time i can see them again. I know i should learn to live on a life without him around.
But there are some things,and some people, that you wont want to put down or want them to be forgotten.