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hmm okok this is a rather random post because im tired and i think i won't make any sense but still:
"Yesterday i hesitated to go get the icecream. because i thought that my roomie may just come back. But i think God wanted to let me know the truth. So i decided to go over to The Grocer. Perhaps God really wanted me to know the truth, the truth of my friends and the truth of the ugly side of the world.
As I walked, Saw Desmond and Wilmond. Saw all of you but none of you called out to me. I was left alone to walk. I was so afraid. I was waiting for you all to call out my name, at least one person regardless who is it. But none of you all called me. I know that all of you just wanted to be act normal, all of you only thought of your own feelings. How about mine?! None of you cared. My heart really broke. At that moment, all i wanted to go and find was Charles. I know Charles won't leave me walking like that. But i didn't bring my phone along. I didn't bring my NETS along too. I was stuck at a place that i didn't like."
-post from a friend of mine
i always feel that when you say out your fear out loud, you will feel much worse.
"Yesterday i hesitated to go get the icecream. because i thought that my roomie may just come back. But i think God wanted to let me know the truth. So i decided to go over to The Grocer. Perhaps God really wanted me to know the truth, the truth of my friends and the truth of the ugly side of the world.
As I walked, Saw Desmond and Wilmond. Saw all of you but none of you called out to me. I was left alone to walk. I was so afraid. I was waiting for you all to call out my name, at least one person regardless who is it. But none of you all called me. I know that all of you just wanted to be act normal, all of you only thought of your own feelings. How about mine?! None of you cared. My heart really broke. At that moment, all i wanted to go and find was Charles. I know Charles won't leave me walking like that. But i didn't bring my phone along. I didn't bring my NETS along too. I was stuck at a place that i didn't like."
-post from a friend of mine
i always feel that when you say out your fear out loud, you will feel much worse.