SosoBuddhist.
I might have to stop drinking too.
The anxiety is strong in this one.
I know it seems silly, but when any mind altering stuff happens, it ruins all my hard work during the week. So instead of five steps, I only take one step forward. And for a while, two dangerous steps back.
So it looks like I might be able to finally live up to the fifth precept. No liquor or drugs.
It's kinda the one I shrugged off, I still shrug it off, but I seem to have little choice for now at least.
In other news, this icon will be one of my long mentioned but never-gets-around-to tattoos. I stole it off someone on livejournal somewhere.
In any case, it's time to meditate,
tame the monkey.
The anxiety is strong in this one.
I know it seems silly, but when any mind altering stuff happens, it ruins all my hard work during the week. So instead of five steps, I only take one step forward. And for a while, two dangerous steps back.
So it looks like I might be able to finally live up to the fifth precept. No liquor or drugs.
It's kinda the one I shrugged off, I still shrug it off, but I seem to have little choice for now at least.
In other news, this icon will be one of my long mentioned but never-gets-around-to tattoos. I stole it off someone on livejournal somewhere.
In any case, it's time to meditate,
tame the monkey.