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[greyhill]

I have always noticed a few things about myself. Things I only know about, they basically rule my behavior....the way I act. For some reason they have always been there. Very random things...but I thought that if I said them....maybe people would finally figure me out. One of this things is the fact that I always say I am ok/good/alright. Even if I look like shit...i get asked if I am alright....I will say I am perfect....even if I am reasked that question. Maybe it is because I HATE it when people worry about me...I hate it so much...oh wait...that's another fact..hehe. The worst about this is I have no reason I feel this way. I always say thing like...hey man, don't worry about me, I will be fine. Sometimes it is the truth of course, sometimes I am feeling perfect...but some other times I say I am good for the hell of it.

Also.....my face does not always express or show how I feel in the inside. Sometimes I am very happy with a frown on my face....sometimes I am depressed....with a big smile adorning my face.

I could go on and on...but......I am gonna get something to eat and I don't really feel like writing.