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Jul 27, 2004 11:03

First of all....Happy birthday Chris....I hope you had a great day, i did, yesterday was such an awesome day. I was very happy. Seeing you guys, having a good time, couldn't get any better than that.

Soooo....yesterday i woke up, went to driver's ed, then went back home. Right after that I went to the Devin's house, we talked, we did a lil laundry. She is great....very interesing and fulfilling to talk to her. After a while the people came, Megan, Tiff and Chris. You looked a little surprised to see me there! haha. We just chilled for a while there. Then we went to tiff's house....we watched a movie.....2 bad Devin didn't see it all, she had to leave. That clock saying 10:00 really gives me excruciating pain.

I have been having a really great time lately, been very happy. I have noticed that i am very easily pleased and satisfied...it is astonishing. It is very interesting noticing how i go from frown to smile with practically nothing. A "How are you feeling", "i missed you", "i want to be with you","i wish you were here","i like your accent", "you are a very cool guy" are enough to make my day much brighter. A hug, kiss or just a pat on the back makes me feel i must to be doing something right. I dunno why this happens to me, maybe it is not only me. I guess a smile is just a frown upside down. Maybe i realized something without noticing, a key. I really wish everyone could be happy, everyone could get along, no more fights. It is just a drag to be happy and feel that everyone around you are suffering...it just doesn't let you feel ok with yourself. I do what i can to make this happen.
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