"Insomnia is a gross feeder..."
I think I might have slept three hours last night. I actually woke at 1:30 a.m. I got another hour's sleep between 5 and 6 a.m. As for the weather, sunny today and cooler. Our high was only 89F.
The worst of it for me, the not sleeping, is the intense solitude. I hate solitude. I hate being the only person awake in the building. The stillness. The dark. I know people who love this shit, but not me.
No surprise, work suffered. I managed little bits of this and that, but nothing worth writing about. I can surve on only four or five hours a night, but I have to have at least that much and preferably in a single go.
Fuck. Anything else?
I did speak with Jun about coming in to McWane tomorrow. That was about it.
So, today...just forget it.
Later Tater Beans,
Aunt Beast
11:34 p.m.
The worst of it for me, the not sleeping, is the intense solitude. I hate solitude. I hate being the only person awake in the building. The stillness. The dark. I know people who love this shit, but not me.
No surprise, work suffered. I managed little bits of this and that, but nothing worth writing about. I can surve on only four or five hours a night, but I have to have at least that much and preferably in a single go.
Fuck. Anything else?
I did speak with Jun about coming in to McWane tomorrow. That was about it.
So, today...just forget it.
Later Tater Beans,
Aunt Beast
11:34 p.m.