"My jewelry and my baby teeth."

Feb 11, 2022 18:10

I slept about four hours, woke at 4 a.m., was still awake at 5 a.m., when I finally got out of bed. I loathe being awake, the only person awake, in the middle of the fucking night. I sat here and...did nothing. I took a photo just as the sky was getting bright over the crest of Shades Mountain. I took a photograph, with Venus clearly visible. Mars was there, too, but it's too faint to see on the photo.

I said on Facebook at 5 a.m., "Slept four hours. Awake in the silence, waiting alone for sunrise. This is the worst part of the day." And it was.

A warm day. Sunny. My window has been open most of the day, beginning in late morning. Our high was 68˚F.

I talked with my agent at 10:30 a.m., and I was only just barely coherent. I got good news from the Yale Peabody Museum. I exchanged email with Jun at McWane. My contributor's copy of the Centipede Press edition of The Haunting of Hill House arrived (#21/250; I wrote the introduction). Oh, and a copy of Weird Tales ("The Return of the Magazine That Never Dies"). I owe them a story. I feel like I owe everyone in the whole damn world at least one story.

And the day passed.

One awful moment at a time, dot to dot. Like Venus in the morning sky.

The afternoon's movie was Justin Lin's Star Trek Beyond (2016).

I worked on Winifred a little.

And here's the eBay link. Thanks.

Later,
Aunt Beast



6:02 a.m. (no, those orange lights aren't UFOs, but I'll let the mystery stand)

mcwane, good movies, star trek, jun ebersole, 2016, weird tales, the haunting of hill house, yale, depression, sunrise, mosasaurs, insomnia, dread, centipede press, venus

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