Sullen Sickness

[greyfoxfire]

I felt it all that morning. I couldn't even sleep the night before...I knew if I went you'd be there. I should not have gone; all I did was inconvenience you. You don't want to believe a word I say, so it ain't really my power to make you, though dear God I wish you did. I was almost happy you were there- thought I was dreaming. After all, that's

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[fallen_rose21]

Look Cole, I believe you are sorry and I believe that you miss me, but I do not believe that you still love me. And there is no way to convince me otherwise.

[greyfoxfire]

You're wrong.

[fallen_rose21]

On what? How am I wrong?

[greyfoxfire]

You don't believe I love you.

[fallen_rose21]

ya know what, I'm in a good mood for once, so yeah, I believe you, maybe you do love me, but that still doesn't change the fact that I don't love you

[greyfoxfire]

And you call that a good mood.
The thing of it is, there was a long period of time when you didn't love me before. I won't give up...

[fallen_rose21]

what do you mean "you call that a good mood."? You don't even know why I'm in a good mood. You need to give up Cole; my feelings aren't gonna change.

[greyfoxfire]

I meant that even when you're in a 'good mood' you're still bitter as hell. Giving up would prove nothing.

[fallen_rose21]

No, I'm not bitter right now actually; I'm still in a good mood.

[greyfoxfire]

Then take me seriously? Please?

[fallen_rose21]

Fine.

[fallen_rose21]

look, I know you still love me and you don't want to give up, but my feelings won't change Cole, it's too late.

[greyfoxfire]

Dammit.
I swear, I can't even think enough to reply when I see your picture.
Sooner or later you'll realize the things that you loved about me before are still there, and more good things besides.

[fallen_rose21]

so don't look at my picture

[greyfoxfire]

Kinda can't help it. It's up there. And I don't imagine you'd take it down.

[fallen_rose21]

Then get over it