Jan 05, 2005 22:27
well i havent updated in a while so i am now. i missed pa practice i didnt have a ride. and i felt nautious and i still do i hope im not gtetting sick like everyone else in my family. this morning my stomach hurt so bad and felt weird it was unbearable. i think i am gonna get sick. i have to get my wisdom teeth taken out so i guess im gonna be put down. this will be my first time, i just hope i dont do something stupid cause lasst time i was drugged at the hospital if i wasnt in a hospital bed i know i would have done some dumb stuff but idk i trust myself. today in lunch all of the sudden my eye hurt like hell and everytime i went to take my contact out it like scratched something so i let my eyes watter up and than snatched it. painfully yes. but i got it out than i used some visine from laurie and than everything was alright. im sick of this life aquatic playing no where near me shit. sooo im downloading it to my xbox. well at least ill have it but ya not much goin on
my brother is being an asshole i came hmoe and my dad i guess bought a digital video camera and me and nick needed to find exactly that so im like thats like perfect timeing dad cause i needed to use one this weekend. than i hear my brother chime in u cant touch it. u dont know what your doing with those and you broke are last one. and i was like what the fuck (in my head) cause i know for a fact that it was jarod that took it to the sand dunes and got sand in it i wasnt even there and than im like jarod that was you and he says you think what you want but u still cant touch it. so i got super pissed and now hes playing drums at 10:34... what a genious. i need to get to bed. my brother bought like 4 new sweaters. wtf once again. he now has like 8 of them. and i mean he also bought me 2. i didnt pick them out and i dont like them that much ones alright but i dont need more sweaters. i have 3 i dont want 5 god. so now i guess jarod is gonna be the sweater man and wear them everyday. and i know this cause he said like the sweaters and i said ya and than he goes cool gonna wear em im like i dont want to wear sweaters everyday and he goes why not. i mean there really cool. so i guess expect my brother to be wearing sweaters EVERY FREAKING DAY ahhh it makes me even madder cause when i bought them. my brother decided he wanted them and than he goes im like getting lots of compliments with this jake i like it and goes out and buyws like 8. idk anyone reading this probly doesnt get it but it pisses me of. and than this adds to it k so i got a couple pair of jenes and my brother was like no i hate jenes i dont like em. so i get them and than he goes out and bys them.... and it makes me mad at me cause im sitting hear thinking o what a poser. but i hate people that think that. im just overtired overstressed overworked and i need a break or i need to move. to new york. well i will when i get out of highschool so good luck to me. i guess it makes me maddest cause my brother constantly talks about how i always pose off of him. jacob you just do pa cause i did it and he says dumb stuff like that and also jacob you play the guitar cause i wanted to or cause i play drums or something like that. but i should stop bitching about my brother and get on to other areas of today.
but ya so i guess my family thinks its i that broke the video camera thanks to mr awesome who is still playing the drums. but my dad said i can use it but if i break it ill buy him a new one. but ya i really need a vacation and not like christmas vacation that was boring like away from chx vacation. mabey its the snow thats making me grumpy i hate snow but i love playing halo 2 with hank and i just did that. i have been listening to rilo kiley A LOT lately i love that band soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and i also love cursive and bright eyes and im getting his 2 new cds on the 11th but omgosh rilo kiley i love everything about that band everything EVERYTHING not my favorite band just my recent obsession. i love the vocals done by blake and the wonderful jenny lewis. they are great together. the entire band is great. go out and by all of their cds. well it doesnt fit everyones tastes i guess. but it fits mine perfect. i listened to them for like 5 hours straight. i need to get there more adventourous cd i neeed it. well i want it i have a best buy gift card so lucky me looks like i will soon have it. i have a lot of freaking gift cards so if u want to tell me a good cd or something i need some new stuff. im only using like 1000 songs on my mp3 player which is a 10th of its compacity which is really sad. but as soon as i get more adventourous i will have all of there cds. yessssssssssssssssssssssss. o and expect a cool video sometime soon on rayder tv nick and i are gonna do one on agenda suicidde. it will be good hopefully it better be cause i downloaded adobe after effects from bit torrent which is like 1200 dollars. so if i get caught im kinda screwed but this does mean i can use some freaking awesome effects. well i got to go to bed ill se most of you at school tommorow unless if i wake up sick.