no one said life is easy.
It's been 3 years, and I'm still not over it.
I guess it's taken me this long to realize it's just one of those things I'll never get over. And it's ok, I've come to terms with that. Sort of.
As I sat in front of the stone I sneezed, and heard 'zydgizunt.' It was then that I began to ponder whether the connection I feel is really there, or if it's just imagined. My beliefs in the afterlife are shoddy at best, and though I can't quite picture a heaven or hell or limbo, I somehow believe that said individuals continue to watch over us. I just sat there. I sat on the ground, and didn't want to leave. It was peaceful and serene.
I am who I am because of her. Life is not easy. Life is full of sadness and hardships. And there's nothing that can be done but try and make the best of it.
It was a hard way out, but I would not have become the person that I am without it. I could not care for people the way that I do, without going through what we did.
So thank you GooGoo, thank you for teaching me. Thank you for making me a better human. Thank you for raising me and showering me with your love.
I miss you always.
I guess it's taken me this long to realize it's just one of those things I'll never get over. And it's ok, I've come to terms with that. Sort of.
As I sat in front of the stone I sneezed, and heard 'zydgizunt.' It was then that I began to ponder whether the connection I feel is really there, or if it's just imagined. My beliefs in the afterlife are shoddy at best, and though I can't quite picture a heaven or hell or limbo, I somehow believe that said individuals continue to watch over us. I just sat there. I sat on the ground, and didn't want to leave. It was peaceful and serene.
I am who I am because of her. Life is not easy. Life is full of sadness and hardships. And there's nothing that can be done but try and make the best of it.
It was a hard way out, but I would not have become the person that I am without it. I could not care for people the way that I do, without going through what we did.
So thank you GooGoo, thank you for teaching me. Thank you for making me a better human. Thank you for raising me and showering me with your love.
I miss you always.