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[greyeyedaughter]

my head is in such an odd place. i find concentration unobtainable. my brain leaks half thoughts in the shapes of triangles lacking a hypotenus, give it enough thought, and you can fill the gap, trace the void, equate my sanity. so here i am in life wandering in all the wrong directions. affiliate my dreams to hearts that belong to someone else. "what the fuck does that mean?," you might ask yourself. I think it just means. i think i left a part of myself with someone i used to love. im too afraid to ask for it back, im too proud. pride is such a funny thing. egos are more appalling than fashion statements. "hey everyone, look at me! im an individual!"...
...i wrote all of that last night and never finished/posted it so i dont really remember where i was headed with it.