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i have a lot that i need to say but i'm really just too tired
i will attempt to make this brief - for my own sake. i think that i feel things too intensely. like maybe more intensely than most other people. good feelings are amazing and bad ones just hurt - badly. i fall so hard, so blindly, so uninhibitedly, and it doesn't go away. i just hope it's reciprocated, and i know it is - i just don't know to what magnitude. and that lack of equity - even though it's completely on my end - scares the shit out of me. ugh, i just wish i would feel less.
i will attempt to make this brief - for my own sake. i think that i feel things too intensely. like maybe more intensely than most other people. good feelings are amazing and bad ones just hurt - badly. i fall so hard, so blindly, so uninhibitedly, and it doesn't go away. i just hope it's reciprocated, and i know it is - i just don't know to what magnitude. and that lack of equity - even though it's completely on my end - scares the shit out of me. ugh, i just wish i would feel less.