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hmm nota lot has happened today. i think that i'm purposely loading up my schedule so i can avoid all of my friends and family. it feels nice. it's also just a bit stressful. oh well. im' searching for a second job now. hopefully that will work out for me. maybe i can start working 60 hours a week. this will help me on my conquest for a porsche. which will happen, mind all of you disbelievers. it does feel nice though. not having enough time to think. except late at night. but who cares then, because it is usually impaired by my extreme fatigue. hehe. im very cyclical. i lead the exciting life. oh well. all of my close friends and family members will be recieving kick ass christmas presents this year. i finally bought a new scrapbook yesterday. i was so excited. i even bought some cute paper inserts for it. i almost peed my pants. i've been wanting one for such a long time now. ahh! now i have reason to spend some money on a new camera. woohoo! ugh a few things have happened at school that i'm not happy about. but oh well. and i've been seriously considering joining the air force. i've even contacted them and everything. so maybe that will work out for me. im still unsure of what i want to do after high school. so maybe the military is a good choice. on a different note, lacrosse is starting soon! i'm much more excited for that than for anything else, because i get to start hanging out with sarah p., my bestest friend in the whole wide world! i can't wait. also, i'm finally getting new glasses next week. i lost mine a few months ago. i've been having trouble reading words, and distinguishing between COUNTY and COUNTRY. it's hard to tell that there's no R there. ugh. and i can't see detail unless i'm really close to someone, which may create a bit of awkwardness. i'm almost finished with the 5th book of harry potter, for the 3rd or 4th time now. i started reading the first one 2 weeks ago, and i'm finally in the middle of the 5th. this is what i do with my relaxation time afterschool, so that i'm not left to my thoughts. either that, or go spend money on things. or eat. i ate at this place called charlies subs the other day. it was really good. they make the sub on the grill right in front of you. yum. i've only been eating subs lately. they are more expensive, but much healthier than my normal cheeseburger and fries. that sounds so nasty just typing it. i'm tired of fries and greasy food for now. i've made a deal with myself not to eat at wendy's, mcdonalds, or taco bell until lacrosse is over (which is in may/june). too much fatty food. i have a new manager at work. his name is donald. i fucking hate him. so the other day, i'm telling some people that i think that donald is a fucking deusch bag, and somehow donald found out. i have to find out which person told. cuz they're not on my good side anymore, whoever it is. ugh. that's another reason as to why i want a new job. plus i'm pretty comfortable with dealing with guests inside the store now and everything, so i think i'd be fine working somewhere else, maybe where i can earn money on commission. that would be exciting. yes indeed. alright this is a damn long entry. on a last note, i went to see "the immigrant" today! it was lovely. i loved the main actor's voice. he was wonderful.