The earth is crumbling around me....
God. I feel so sad with the world right now, but even now, with as much as you've disappointed me tonight, I miss you so freaking much and want to be lying next to you at this moment. Fuck.
I've decided. I'm skipping school again tomorrow. I need more time. To myself, to ourselves. To mope, to read, to lose myself in sadness. For whatever. I just need it.
I feel like in such a "Fuck. The. World" state right now. Shit. I feel so angry and then sad and then lonely.
Why couldn't you just fucking sleep instead of do that shit? That way you wouldn't be blowing me off when I have the worst feelings towards you.
I miss you, you drunken bastard. *Grumbling*
I wanna go back over to you. I wonder if you're sleeping in the living room. I wonder if you'll wake up if I come, if you'll be able to hear me....Perhaps I'll try....
Perhaps I will see you soon.
I've decided. I'm skipping school again tomorrow. I need more time. To myself, to ourselves. To mope, to read, to lose myself in sadness. For whatever. I just need it.
I feel like in such a "Fuck. The. World" state right now. Shit. I feel so angry and then sad and then lonely.
Why couldn't you just fucking sleep instead of do that shit? That way you wouldn't be blowing me off when I have the worst feelings towards you.
I miss you, you drunken bastard. *Grumbling*
I wanna go back over to you. I wonder if you're sleeping in the living room. I wonder if you'll wake up if I come, if you'll be able to hear me....Perhaps I'll try....
Perhaps I will see you soon.