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Today was better than most have been lately. I cleaned my room- like REALLY clean, and I vacuumed my floor and when it was all done my eyes actually hurt from the light bouncing off the carpet- but now they've adjusted and I'm gonna go hang in my room w/ candles and take in the serenity of clean when I got off the computer. I went to triple A to map everything out and of course that's a whole story in itself. Then I taught Hallie to drive stick shift which she did pretty well at and it was pretty fun and then- my favorite part- I finally got to see Jac and she was really sweet and adorable but I was tired so I wasn't a whole lot of fun- but knowing that I'm leaving tomorrow combined w/ not having seen her in what felt like forever (and a little cause I always feel like this anyhow) made me just want to stay w/ her indefinitely to soak up the presence. It was nice though when we were saying goodbye (not nice that we had to, nice that) she told me to behave and I told her to too and I could tell that we both really trust eachother and that's pretty beautiful.