Dec 02, 2002 19:37
Its smack dab in the middle of chanukah, and im actually pullin in some useful merchandise this year. yay. I got a new cell phone, so now ill have no one to talk to when im out of the house too. I've been kinda sick lately, which has made me cut down quite a bit on one of my past times. And its startin to take its toll. I knew the slight depression would come on, i guess when your mind is clear it always reflects on the parts of your life you never want to look at. But i guess theres alot of that with me. Now im gonna be a dick all week, trust me this process has been repeating and repeating every time i try this. But i'll try my hardest to be nice, i swear. And for those of you who couldnt have the slightest idea of what im talking about, then you've been sober way too long. I need something to look forward to to keep my mind off this subject. Homework time!