'The Metaphor'
So I am on a Christmas break...
Now, what am I taking a break from?
I am bored. With everything and everyone around me. I read but I'm sick of reading. I write but I'm sick of writing. I cry but I'm sick of crying. I go out but I'm sick of going out. I spend time with some friends but I'm sick of those friends.
I saw the love of my life last night, walking in perfect silence. And that's my happiness.
Yeah, when I see him I am truly happy. I overcame the fact that he is not mine, and that he may never be mine, but that's okay, really.
"Excuse me but can I be you for a while, my dog won't bite if you sit real still, I've got the anti-christ in the kitchen yelling at me again - Yes I know what you think of me you never shut up - So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts. What's so amazing about real deep thoughts. Boy, you best pray that I bleed real soon, how's that thought out for you?"
I want to...move to New York. Yes I've thought about it today and I think I'm gonna do it. I can write, I can meet new friends there, maybe somebody will truly love me there, and I won't be bored.
Now, what am I taking a break from?
I am bored. With everything and everyone around me. I read but I'm sick of reading. I write but I'm sick of writing. I cry but I'm sick of crying. I go out but I'm sick of going out. I spend time with some friends but I'm sick of those friends.
I saw the love of my life last night, walking in perfect silence. And that's my happiness.
Yeah, when I see him I am truly happy. I overcame the fact that he is not mine, and that he may never be mine, but that's okay, really.
"Excuse me but can I be you for a while, my dog won't bite if you sit real still, I've got the anti-christ in the kitchen yelling at me again - Yes I know what you think of me you never shut up - So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts. What's so amazing about real deep thoughts. Boy, you best pray that I bleed real soon, how's that thought out for you?"
I want to...move to New York. Yes I've thought about it today and I think I'm gonna do it. I can write, I can meet new friends there, maybe somebody will truly love me there, and I won't be bored.