I'll Stop the World and Melt with You

Oct 30, 2005 23:18

I had my "lame Halloween party" for three yesterday and got drunk out of my fucking mind like I was hopping to.
I remember licking and biting someone, Edward Penishands, and spilled wine on the carpet which Sonia had to clean up (by the way I'm so sorry for everything, really).
Elena and Sonia took care of me, I just hope I didn't ruin their night.
I woke up dizzy and tipsy, threw up for a while and somehow made it threw the day.

The David at work 'enchants' me and sweetens my days. And I shall fantasize about him further more...

I'm not sure if I was happy or depressed last night but when my only two friends left this afternoon, I felt and heard my world shatter into a million tiny pieces.
One thing I know for sure is that I can't and shouldn't be left alone.

Happy Halloween.
Loneliness fucks you up.

"When you're alone it's easy to hesitate, like a girl listening to her heart break"
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