Do I really need a Subject line? Damn LJ!!
It's been a while since I last posted in here. Simply because I don't care. I have finally not given a shit about anything nor anyone. No, I'm not feeling suicidal. That would be caring about something. Let's set the list of reasons or at the very least the failed expectations of recent months.
1: Making arrangements with friends to go out and do something...failed.
2: Hang out at home alone with music playing in the background, allowing Me to be My TRUE Self...failed.
3: Enjoying the simple pleasures of basking in the ocean at night....failed.
4: Talking to friends on the phone/email/in person...failed.
5: Enjoying a job that I have.....failed.
6: Did I mention being left alone at home by Myself without someone constantly wanting My attention like a stupid fucking animal before it gets the shit kicked out of it?? Hmm...
7: Go out to a Club and Dance....failed.
8: Go camping for a night.....failed.
9: Go gaming even ONCE a week....failed.
10: Allowed to even pay off all of My bills without someone needing money from Me so they don't get fucked and I don't EVER get paid back...failed.
11: Having people call Me back when they say they will...failed. *Special note* If you want to get off the phone and do something else THEN FUCKING SAY SO GOD DAMN IT!!!
I know I'm just a fucking memory of your belated past. Just do Me a favor, IF YOU ARE GOING TO STOP ACTING LIKE A FRIEND AND MOVE ON THEN HAVE THE FUCKING HONOR OF TELLING ME FIRST YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!!!
1: Making arrangements with friends to go out and do something...failed.
2: Hang out at home alone with music playing in the background, allowing Me to be My TRUE Self...failed.
3: Enjoying the simple pleasures of basking in the ocean at night....failed.
4: Talking to friends on the phone/email/in person...failed.
5: Enjoying a job that I have.....failed.
6: Did I mention being left alone at home by Myself without someone constantly wanting My attention like a stupid fucking animal before it gets the shit kicked out of it?? Hmm...
7: Go out to a Club and Dance....failed.
8: Go camping for a night.....failed.
9: Go gaming even ONCE a week....failed.
10: Allowed to even pay off all of My bills without someone needing money from Me so they don't get fucked and I don't EVER get paid back...failed.
11: Having people call Me back when they say they will...failed. *Special note* If you want to get off the phone and do something else THEN FUCKING SAY SO GOD DAMN IT!!!
I know I'm just a fucking memory of your belated past. Just do Me a favor, IF YOU ARE GOING TO STOP ACTING LIKE A FRIEND AND MOVE ON THEN HAVE THE FUCKING HONOR OF TELLING ME FIRST YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!!!