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[grettas]

I am too dumb for this world but Tomorrow that all changes. I'm giving up trying to answer the questions I've had for 30some years. The best I can do is close myself up like an armadillo and let them slide off me like steel rain. There are no answers, only wound-makers.

I didn't mean to be so ugly and stupid. I don't know how to pull out of it. I don't know how to deserve to live.

But these ambitions don't matter after tomorrow.