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i wonder how much even living in isolation i have stood on the shoulders of giants. i'm reading willy c. williams's biography on his official fanpage and it's talking about ezra pound and all kind of things i've never heard of. i don't understand learning. that's something that's always made me angry. i think the whole concept of the procedure of learning is bullshit, because there are savants. and if they can do it so can anyone else. and i know i'm wrong, because wrongness is decided democratically, but i can't help but wonder about it. but also, i'm an idiot, and i've been talking to animals too much. idiocy also being a thing that is decided democratically.
bridging the gap into the humanities is really goddamn hard for me. understanding poets is something i should not try to do. my hands haven't been swollen for two days. i guess all the steak 'ums got wrung out of them. studying humanities still seems like a waste of time not in general, nto at all in general, but for me personally, because it all only has usefulness if other humans are around and here there are only airplanes and dogs and microbes and ugly trucks, god i am tired of seeing trucks
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bad news! i'm having EVEN MORE IDEAS EVEN FASTER now that i got rid of facebook. and i blink my eyes out of time with one another. and i jam my fingers into my nostrils. and i feel generally unwell. twisty-uppy. itchy. old. crevassed.
ambien turns comatose people into normal people
ambien could have saved algernon
can it save me? i'd rather spend me
the bumps on my arm. wasp galls. redwood galls. barnacles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cin3RTEnP4c (abigail, belle of kilronan)
bridging the gap into the humanities is really goddamn hard for me. understanding poets is something i should not try to do. my hands haven't been swollen for two days. i guess all the steak 'ums got wrung out of them. studying humanities still seems like a waste of time not in general, nto at all in general, but for me personally, because it all only has usefulness if other humans are around and here there are only airplanes and dogs and microbes and ugly trucks, god i am tired of seeing trucks
...
bad news! i'm having EVEN MORE IDEAS EVEN FASTER now that i got rid of facebook. and i blink my eyes out of time with one another. and i jam my fingers into my nostrils. and i feel generally unwell. twisty-uppy. itchy. old. crevassed.
ambien turns comatose people into normal people
ambien could have saved algernon
can it save me? i'd rather spend me
the bumps on my arm. wasp galls. redwood galls. barnacles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cin3RTEnP4c (abigail, belle of kilronan)