early thanksgiving

[gretelbelle]

it is the eve of our first show and when i thnk about it i can feel my heart beat in my pinkie. i am so excited. i am finally living in the moment and there is nothing like it. we are all so silly, melissa and i shreiked at north third when we saw our name in the paper. i am thinking of everything that has brought to this point, this point being myself in a functional band. i have never been in a band like this. we all care about one another and the music we make. i'm so lucky to be able to have this connection to music and other people.

i am thinking about all the people i have met and played with in the past, all the people i have been meeting lately. nothing compares to this experience and these girls.

ri is having a party on saturday so it should be a most interesting weekend.