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[gretchendarling]

"I record here the hysteria life causes in me. The overflow of an undisciplined extravagance. To hell with taste and art, with all contractions and polishings. Here I shout, I dance, I weep, I gnash my teeth, I go mad -- all by myself, in bad english, in chaos. It will keep me sane for the world and for art..." Anaïs Nin

If there was one quote I could relate to, it's this quote.