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I'm losing my mind...
anyway- last nite was fun up until we left Darra's then it was just boring and pointless. there was supposed to be a party but uhm--that didnt happen. so we went to Ricky's. and sat. and sat. and sat. until 2am.
I broke down and talked to him. Im still deciding if that was a stupid choice. uhm tonite I dont know what the hell Im doing--Im probably going to dinner with Ariel and Jeremy but idk what after... lol its so funny how lj broke down for like 2 days and everyone put up their relief posts the minute it was back up. I missed it too. everyone but me is getting laid right now. ugggh. ohh anyone else obsessed with Keane? if youre not--then listen to them. Im in loveeeeee. aww Lanzetta was actually OUT last nite god I love herrr. shes soo funny. god I neeed to get out of this house. I never want to be here anymore. its not a bad thing I guess... I just hate sitting at home. I wanna go out and spend money but thats not going to happen because uh...I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY:( Caseys doesnt open till March uuuuuh I cant wait one more month! wtf is with Mardi Gras being so soon? thats so weiiird. and Valentines day too? ugh fuck that. okokok. uhmm. yeah. Im outtie
"Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?"