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i cant fucking sleep
this weekend was good. friday nite i just stayed at christen's with the girls. yesterday i went shopping with melody then to josh's surprise party then to ricky's. i had alot of fun. and got really drunk. i didnt realize it till i started throwing up when i came home. it kind of crept up on me. i havent thrown up in a long time. just in case any of you cared to know. looking forward to tuesday so i can be done with school at least for a week or so. only to go back and be bombarded with things i dont want to do. ugh. when can i graduate? please? i wish i was like ariel and actually liked academics. its not that im not a smart person or that i dont like learning new things. i just dont like school. period. i think im starting to sort my head out finally. i know what i want now and its nothing that i've been going after. ahh im so stupid. im thinking about getting rid of this journal thing. lol does anyone really find my life that intresting? please let me know.
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this weekend was good. friday nite i just stayed at christen's with the girls. yesterday i went shopping with melody then to josh's surprise party then to ricky's. i had alot of fun. and got really drunk. i didnt realize it till i started throwing up when i came home. it kind of crept up on me. i havent thrown up in a long time. just in case any of you cared to know. looking forward to tuesday so i can be done with school at least for a week or so. only to go back and be bombarded with things i dont want to do. ugh. when can i graduate? please? i wish i was like ariel and actually liked academics. its not that im not a smart person or that i dont like learning new things. i just dont like school. period. i think im starting to sort my head out finally. i know what i want now and its nothing that i've been going after. ahh im so stupid. im thinking about getting rid of this journal thing. lol does anyone really find my life that intresting? please let me know.
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