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i have slept the day away so i dont have to feel the lonesome and depression that has over come me. i for some reason have no ambition or mental drive to exploit my self to the world in which has become my prison. save me from this place.place i have found my self. this place where i can feel no pain or love. a place where im nothing more or less then callous. i serisouly just dont want to be responsible for myself, my actions, or taken on any responsibiltys from anyone. i've found my self in a state wear my body aches from exhaustion and no motivation to pursue whatever it is i may have to do for the day. my mental state has become undetained, fractured, and dull. i have no idea why people see what they do in me. i sometimes feel the only cure for such anguish to end it all from the source. MY HEART!!!
