Dec 29, 2003 01:17
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS THING THEY CALL LIFE.
HER BITCHING IS NEVER-ENDING.
I THINK SHE WANTS ME TO END UP FUCKED UP.
BECAUSE THEN SHE CAN SAY I'M LIKE HER.
I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THAT.
I WANT TO END UP NORMAL.
I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE.
AWAY FROM THE MONOTONOUS EVERYDAY SCREAM-FESTS.
JUST STEP OUT OF THE PICTURE HERE.
TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN GET SOME PEACE.
BUT WHAT ABOUT WHAT I LEAVE WHEN I GO.
EVERYTHING I CARE ABOUT AND LOVE.
I CAN'T TAKE EVERYBODY WITH ME.
I CAN'T TAKE ANYONE WITH ME.
I HAVE TO DO THIS ALONE.
IT SCARES ME.
BUT I THINK I'LL HANDLE IT.