Apparently....
So apparently I'm like a disgrace to the family and a failure at life... They haven't directly told me that but I've come to that conclusion.. Every since I started college, all me and my parents do is argue and it's gotten progressively worse... I pretty much failed out my first semister and every since they've been up my ass about school.. Ok understandable to a point, they don't need to be up my ass every fucking two minutes.. Then they wonder why I yell that them.. It's like give me some space..
Then I lost my job.. That was the worst, because now I have to start participating in all the stupid family bullshit (which gets old after a while)... and they want me doing homework every second I'm awake.. I'm almost 19 years old and they still think/want complete control of my life... FUCKING LET IT GO ALREADY!!!
And now that scheduling for Fall semister is coming up... The shit hit the fan once again.. Me and dad had a huge arguement about it and I'm thinking about Criminal Justice or International Studies (pretty much basically liberal arts shit) and he's like no.. It's my fucking life and you have no fucking say in what I take but no he still thinks he does.. Then he had the balls to say fucking say to me, everyone else is moving on with their life and their gonna have great jobs and your still gonna be stuck where you are... at that point I grabbed my shit and came to school and the yelled at me if you get another report card like last time fucking forget school.. If they let me go to school for what I wanted in the first place none of this shit would be happening.. But no I'm not allowed to be happy until I make them happy and they say that's not true but it is because I don't want to be in college. I would rather be at a tech school learning about cars than fucking grammer bullshit.. and there is a county college that does offer a fucking Associates in Automotive.. But no I can't go to it.. I'm gonna be getting what they want me to get but no I can't because I'll never get anywhere in life apparently with an Associates in Automotive.. I can get the Assoicates in Automotive but I also have to get an Associates in something "useful" according to them.. So that would mean I would have to be a full-time student at CCM and a part-time student at Sussex.. Hello I already don't want to go to CCM and now your gonna make my life a living hell and go to two schools, so that your happy.... WTF!!! There are no degrees that I'm interested in at this point... I can't stand business (first semister), fire science is ok but I don't like it that much (this semister), I wouldn't mind criminal justice but apparently I'm not allowed to take it and at this point I just wanna get a liberal arts degree and be done with it but no I'm not allowed to do that either...