Jul 27, 2004 07:13
Well Jon and Rob is finally home from their bowling adventure. Damn them both I told Jon to take me in his suit case but no. And guess what the legal drinking age is there.... 16 not 21 like it is here. DAMN U! I told you to take me. lol. I cant believe you fell into a lake and best of all rode your bike into a goddamn parked car. How the hell do you do that? Actually how were you able to ride a bike while drunk?? I think they had a lot of fun. lol.
So I've been up since 5am. Why, I have no clue. I finally got my ass out of bed and went and watched music videos. HOLY SHIT! The video to "The Reason" has nothing to do with the meaning of the song. The video is about hitting a girl on purpose and stealing a diamond. WTF does that have to do with the meaning of the song. Hello the song is basically an apology letter. Like to me the song has a very strong meaning because the last time I fucked up was when this song came out.
"I'm not a perfect person" meaning you fuck up alot.
"There's many things I wish I didn't do" meaning I wish I never started in the first place.
"I never meant to do those things to you" meaning I never meant to break my promise and start again.
"I've found a reason for me/To change who I used to be/A reason to start over new/
and the reason is you" meaning I'm done with that shit and I'm going to get away from it and never do it again and your the reason I'm doing all of this.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you/It's something I must live with everyday/And all the pain I put you through/I wish that I could take it all away/And be the one who catches all your tears" meaning I'm really sry and I have to live with knowing that I hurt you for the rest of my life and theres nothing I can do to change that.
"A side of me you didn't know" meaning I'm starting my life over and changing so that I dont lose you and show you that I can stop doing it.
Well at least thats what the song means to me. Idk about the rest of you but thats my analyzation of that song. But whatever no1 probably cares. lol.
<3 Chrissy