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OMG I think I'm turning into a Vampire! For some reason I haven't the will to go to sleep at a normal time. I'm not even tired right now and I stayed up all night doing random things. For some reason I thought I could make paint out of dried paint chips, ink from markers, water, and corn starch, you know for texture. Its weird cause it worked. Sorta... nevermind, it was an act of randomness anyway. I do alot of crazy things when no one else is awake. Last night I downloaded every single oldie that I could think of. It came out to about 247 songs and I keep thinking of new ones. Thats not that bad its just obsessive. See the crazy part of it was that I listened to every single song, from begining to end, twice. I had to make sure they played correctly, right? Corn starch smells really not good. And it's texture is really weird, I can't explain it. It's like godly. Ok so maybe I have sleep deprivation dementia or something. Did you know that if you stay up all night you have a heightened sense of awareness, but it also gets harder to describe things with words. So my advice to others is to stay up all night and smell things because things smell better, except corn starch... and my dog. I think I should become Wiccan so I can do rituals and dance naked in the moon light while I'm awake. I could light a fire and dance around it in circles with my dog and howl at the moon. Wow that would be great. Did you know there was an earthquake last night this morning at around 3:44. It was a 2.0 and it was epicentered in Westwood I think. I felt it and I decided to be a rebel and cheat death by not standing in a door way. Damn I'm bad! My dads awake now and I'm all hyper bothering him and he's looking at me like he wants to strangle me. OOh coffie, I can't spell it. That's not fair! I was playing Avril really loudly all night long and I also did laps around my room. And I watched a documentary on poligamy. I kept an open mind but I saw nothing in it that made me want to accept it as a way of life. I mean it was kind of bias but they did make it pretty fair. This one guy had like 33 wives and who knows how many kids and yet no one prosecuted him for poligamy. I hate when people hide behind the first amendment. It would be better but you would not believe how much abuse goes on in those damn families. It was really sad and disturbing that any person could have so little respect for their wives and children. Religion sucks. Maybe not... but some are just way outdated. I've been at my dad's house for a while now but now I may have to go back to her. It's like I'm persephone or something. Damn pomegranates! But they pop so wonderfully. Ok I'm bored and my hyperness is subsiding so I'll write again when I'm sane. Love to all of you who answer to the call of the sun.