May 31, 2020 03:37
Y'know... Being dramatic and not posting. >D It's a talent of mine. Mwahahaha!!!!
Anyway~
I've come here today to commit writer suicide discuss some things that have been floating around in my mind for the last few days. Maybe even weeks at this point...
I know that OUaK is a beloved story. It's endeared me to a wide audience who were very dedicated to the story, but after coming back to life in fanfiction I've noticed the hype for OUaK isn't as pronounced as a few other stories. I've had three separate people ask about/mention Father's Day to me in recent months and two others ask about Room #903. At this point, it feels almost as if I should just let the story rest, maybe permanently, and focus on other stories and their completion.
What do you guys think?
Should I still rewrite OUaK or push it back for other things? Or should I just... leave it as is? ._.
And about the other stories... I'm actually excited about writing Father's Day again, however... My only real concern is the fact recently I've considered turning the story into an A/B/O fic. Why? Because I really like Kyo as a father and the idea of him and Ruki having a child together just... Ugh. It hits so many of my buttons, you people have no idea. -lol- Again, would that be something people would be interested in reading? Or would you like me to keep the story with the original plot but fix that horrid ending I forced us all to go through? XD Because that ending... Whoo~ That was a rough end. I'm still apologizing about that to this day. /)x(\ Of course, I am crazy so by the time I get around to rewrite Father's Day I might change my mind again and do something else super wacky.
I really do wanna write Father's Day with Papa Kyo and Mama Ru. >.> So please say yes to that.
But, BUT!!! In other news - I've finally moved on from my writer's block and straight into goofy territory. How? I don't know. This latest interlude is supposed to be filled with angst and drama and instead my boys are being cute and fluffy and such dorks. And then there's poor little me behind the keyboard thinking: "NO!! Stop being cute!! I have to break your heart soon! DON'T DO THIS TO MEH~ T_T"
Have I mentioned recently how difficult being a writer is? Because this... *points above, to her posters of gaze and diru, points to self* this is not healthy. For anyone. Least of all me and I'm the one that has to live with it.
It's horrible. -lol-