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[gremlin2]

you made me happy for the first time in a long while. really happy. why do you have to do this? i dont want a serious relationship. i want a friend with or without benefits. and now that you've retracted and moved on im stuck here regretting having met you, having liked you, having let you make me believe that you liked me. you tell me im self conscious well, why shouldnt i be? you're right. you're always right. just why? am i that horrible of a person?

--------hmmmm...foreshadowing...I DO BELIEVE SO!---------

*Colorblind*
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine

I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine