Things That Need Be Said
Certain things I'll never understand, like how you could be best friends with someone
going on five years and then sudenly those people want nothing to do with you. I'm sure
said people are talking the high and mighty road, talking about myself and others as
if we are the reasons they're at where they're at or maybe it's just my theory: they
are weak (emphasis on that word) who can't think for themselves. Never in a million
years that Eddie of all peple would share my same outlook, same goes for Adam. But the
others whom I won't even mention showed their true colors. I mean, to not pick up a phone?
What, did ya balls fall off or did ya never have anythimg in the first place. But
enough of all that, because it's been beaten with a stick one too many times and
while I am hurt by one person in particular since I considered him a closer friend, a wise
rapper once said "You can analyze, overanalyze every fucked up situation anad try to put it back
together, the way it was. Or you could take one look at, leave the broken pieces on
the floor and move the fuck on. Just remember, those same guys who you were chillin'
with every nigth are now starting to get tired of your acts so maybe that's something
you should sleep on.
And it's not all bad. Since this whole thing went down we've met new people, preferably
ones with vagina and aren't currently trying to hookup up with your good friend's girlfriend,
since one of those mentioned above did just that. Yeah, and we're the bad people.
The more I write this, the more scathing it could be. But all I've ever wanted was an explanation,
and that's never going to come because certain people are afraid of confrontation and would rather
pretend the last few years meant nothing.
I'd love to say I'm done with these people, but these are guys I've been close with for a very long time and
I know I can just forgive them if they just explained their side. Maybe not forget, buforgiveness is a start, even if
you feel you need the same from me even though I don't know why you would.
Anyway, this is the last you'll hear of this since I don't beliefe anything is going to come of this. Some people hold
grudges to make themselves feel righteous but in reality all it does is make you even more unhappy with where you at
this stage in your life.
You all know my number. I just can't guaruntee things will ever be the same again.