All The Lonely People
Well, it's been a rough week so far, preceded by a rough weekend and another rough week before it. Lots of school work, lots of work work, lots of financial nonsense, lots of social stresses. Haven't talked to Dinah since the weekend. Still hoping it will run smoothly when she gets to town, but still determined to work hard to make things work out even if they don't. Ashley is going to leave for good with the end of this year if I can't convince her to stay. I'm doing my best. Vlad really hurt my feelings tonight, confirming my belief that we are a lonely race because we choose to be. No one opens up to anyone, and when they do, they get ridiculed. However, we all go through the same things, suffer from insecurities and doubts, desperately search for love and acceptance. Too bad we can't connect. That monk dude was wrong: EVERY man is an island. In good news, however, Steve and Vlad and Sam and I secured a place at Pegasus Pointe next year, and it took far less money than I thought it would (freeing up funds for my tickets). Let's keep our fingers crossed that the next post will be far more positive.