Saving a life.

Jul 05, 2008 19:39

According to the medical professionals at the local mental ward, My actions saved a life. "had you done nothing, he would have died"

He called me, Why? Does it really matter?

All I know was I did what needed to be done, now he's extremely angry at me. The way he was speaking to me made me feel as if it was my mother the Queen talking to me.

I'm pissed off that he decided to drag me into his mess, and I'm pissed off that I'm letting his anger at me make me feel so fucking lousy.

Honestly if it was a true friend that tried that crap and then talked to me that way. I would have gone postal on them.

HEY. you know what? I think I feel better now. I'm trying to better myself as a person, reaching out to those that are outside my comfort zone. In this process, I've become friendly with someone very different then I. I've lent a hand the last few months because he needed it.

I know I did the right thing. What has me worried is I have no idea how this person will react to me when he's been released.

Why the hell did he call me????????

G-d I love LJ, Had I used a therpist, it would have taken 6 visits to figure all this shit out.

Moral to the story,

if your going to take your own life, Think carefully about who you decide to call, to talk you off the ledge
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