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Im in total lost. Im stuck and i dont know what to do. I dont know how to tell my mum now. I know she'll scream, just kill me someone. I shouldnt have gone today if i knew all this would happen. I just feel super angry, but i know i cant blame her. It isnt her fault at all. But who am i to put the blame on then. I got excited for nothing, all the preparation, waiting and rush to get everything done had totally gone down the drain. I totally wasted my time and everyone elses. Whats the point anyway, everything's cancelled. Should i feel happy about it. Today isnt right at all, rushed to the clinic after seeing the message? Getting everything done, went back to submit everything and now? GONE. No longerrrrrr. I dont think i should talk about it anymore, i dont blame anyone. But come to think of it, im really a little pissed. Maybe i should just watch my taildaters now and forget about everything i looked forward to. Forget about everything i thought was going to happen. I shouldnt even be saying this here. Whats wrong with me ):