Control my love.

[gregariousgirls]

Okay this will be the last, i promised myself.


Hmm, lets see. I havent learn to forget so 1 is out. So is 5, 8, 9...
So Im left with 2/3/4/6/7. And yes im in pain.
Cure me?


Are you worth?

Or should i try to say, no longer?


This leads to misunderstandings isnt it?
Its like, how you never believe me anymore.
And always end up fighting?



But..


Then, how am I ever going to let go even if i stepped back?
When you're always that special something to me.



By learning to let go so that better things can fall together?

But...








I WANT YOU to stay,
to love me till my heart stops & die,
to miss me when im away,
to follow me when i run away
But you wont.
Not anymore?






And now, how long will it take to see myself smiling naturally again
instead of faking them?



I asked you to leave, but i never wanted you to leave.
When i walk away, i always look back.
Hoping that you'll be there chasing after me,
holding me tightly, hearing me say sorry.

But its too late isn't it?
You found someone new
And i know,



And yes, i'll try.
Try to not make you my everything, when someone else is already your everything
and that person's not me.





And now,





Thats all, thank you for once making me smile, enjoying the happiest moment with you.
Once i missed it, i lose it and thats it.
Its gone, forever.


Be brave, strong and stay happy.
Even if we're apart, i'll always be with you.
Now, i just wanna spend time w you.