Sucide
I can actually say, this week is the worst week of my life. Everything tend to happen all at the same time. And when its over, its so damn quiet. This is why life sucks isnt it. I've been staying home the entire week, thinking and reflecting. Going out w friends to enjoy is definately not something i would do at this point of time. At this moment, i feel that i've lost everything in life.
Everyone changes as they grow, but sometimes when you change, you wont even notice it until someone tells you. Isnt it?
I tend to do things too rapidly without even thinking and always end up regretting. Guess i've realized my weak point. And this week will teach me a lesson.. Hopefully.
Maybe like what Isaac said. Because im too free, the only idiot not working, and school hasnt start, i tend to stir up trouble for myself and hurting others around me. Yes im sorry, but sometimes i just do stuffs that i dont even know why i wanna do it. Its just at that point of time when i feel like doing it. I cant help it too. Someone told me, its too late to regret. But others say its never too late as long as you try harder. Well, this is why we're humans.
Im leaving in a few days time, actually not. Its next week. Should take this opportunity as a time for me to be alone and stop thinking, and feeling so upset. Crying my heart out the entire week totally did not even help me feel any better.
I started the trouble, i guess i've to pick myself up and resolve it myself instead of escaping.
But it actually depends if they would give me a chance to start anew.
Hate my life.
Everyone changes as they grow, but sometimes when you change, you wont even notice it until someone tells you. Isnt it?
I tend to do things too rapidly without even thinking and always end up regretting. Guess i've realized my weak point. And this week will teach me a lesson.. Hopefully.
Maybe like what Isaac said. Because im too free, the only idiot not working, and school hasnt start, i tend to stir up trouble for myself and hurting others around me. Yes im sorry, but sometimes i just do stuffs that i dont even know why i wanna do it. Its just at that point of time when i feel like doing it. I cant help it too. Someone told me, its too late to regret. But others say its never too late as long as you try harder. Well, this is why we're humans.
Im leaving in a few days time, actually not. Its next week. Should take this opportunity as a time for me to be alone and stop thinking, and feeling so upset. Crying my heart out the entire week totally did not even help me feel any better.
I started the trouble, i guess i've to pick myself up and resolve it myself instead of escaping.
But it actually depends if they would give me a chance to start anew.
Hate my life.