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[greg_reichs]

Jen moved out today, and Val's in Niagara for the weekend. So I am alone with Sophie for the weekend. And now I am in the dark, and about to pour my feelings into my livejournal...because everyone else seemed to turn in early tonight, so I can't talk these things through with other people, but I have to voice them....isn't that odd? The time I'm

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[pookalicious84]

I agree with what AJ says about your dream, it doesn't seem to be pointing to you becoming a priest, but more along the lines of your father. And while I'm not Catholic and we don't pray to the Virgin Mary, it kind of seems like (now this is just me, I'm in no way a dream decoder) she's letting you know she cares about you and knows what you're going through and is almost trying to comfort you.
I don't know what it feels like to lose a parent, the closest I have is never knowing mine, so I can't begin to imagine how you feel, but I understand that it's hard for you to fully open up and that you've put up those walls for a reason, but you know that if you ever ever ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, whether it's the middle of the day, or at the darkest hour of the night.
I don't know where our lives are leading us right now, but when you do marry someone (whomever that may be, me or otherwise), you will be the most amazing father to your children. I can tell just by listening to you talk about your unborn nephew and other children you're related to (in a way, you almost have a passion that could apply to becoming a teacher) that you will provide the utmost love and affection for your children.
I love you with all of my heart and that love only continues to grow each passing day. (the whole absence makes the heart grow fonder... definitely applies here)
forever and always yours,
Julie