Nov 27, 2005 10:19
this may seem kinda random, but last night I was thinking alot about the people in my life, and how thankful I was that I have them. Anywho, I got to thinking; who else besides monica can I really relate to? And then it hit me! Shawn and Melissa! I'm realy glad to have them as friends. A lot of people can be good friends, but they really are at another level, despite the fact that we dont hang out as often as I'd like. Both of those muppets actually listen to things i have to say, rather than just waiting for their turn to speak. They always seem to put me in a good mood when we're chillin, even if i'm feelin kinda blah. Funny ass geezers too. I'm really glad to know those crazy kids.
And then there's monica...is there anything I can say that hasnt already been said about this girl? So mature, so down to earth, so real, yet so wild. In the last month or so, the spontanaety has really gone thru the roof. And its on a mutual level; this girl can read me like none other! She never yells at me when shes mad or sad, she goes out of her way to do even the smallest of things for me. She is totally selfless, and definitely quite loving...thats an understatement. She most def. is the girl I've been looking for for quite some time. And SHE LOVES TECHNO AND DNB!!! SCORE! Its been 7 months now...its amazing how time flies in a relationship like this.
Lets not forget those parents of mine. If you would have asked me about them a year ago, I woulda said they could fuck themselves. But this last year has been great with them. My dad is so fucken great. He supports every ambition I have, and helps make it happen. When there's something I need but cant get, he steps in and helps out, even when i insist it isnt necessary. He paid for my classes, bought me a mac, and even got me a new bed because my back was kinda sore. He's a very generous and caring man, much like the girl I am in love with. Oh yeah, and he accepts the fact that I love her too, unlike in the past where he kinda recommended I not have a girlfriend. Great guy this guy is. My mom is suuuuuper chill now too. She is like one of my best friends, but mostly like a sister. Which is fine with me. She might not have been the greatest mom while i was growing up, but thats ok. The other day she made me some stuffing because the stuffing I had at thanksgiving dinner was utter shite. It was a small thing...but I nearly cried because she did that for me. Its the little things in life that make the most impact on you.
My world may be small, and I might not have 199 friends, but I like it like that. Things are simple, and I can enjoy everything around me much more.
so yea, with that said, im going to go take a leak and excercise, because I've been getting FAT!