'The droning of the servers loaded known codes over and over'
I didn't sleep until 4 AM last night, again. I had to get up at 6:45 AM. This morning I got in trouble again for taking a 30 minute shower. I left the house at 7:45, purchased a red bull, pulled into the Burger King parking lot in Court House. Ah, sweet napping spot. No one can find me there, no one. I napped in the car and set my cell phone alarm for 9:45, well aware that I was missing most of Java class. If I got there before class got out, she would still mark me down for attendance.
I woke up at 9:45, just as planned. I drank down the red bull, started the car and got back onto the parkway on my journey to wonderful community college. I got there at 10:30 and what luck! A note on the door saying that Ms. Yoa was absent today and class was canceled, for the second time this week, it was staring back at me! Then, I went to the library, read news articles for 20 minutes and then went to biology. Sat through that, managed to stay awake. After that I had a two hour break until my next class, so I though about getting some more sleep in the Nissan. But then I remembered that I had Business management today, and I needed to finish a paper. But then I remembered that I didn't save a copy of the paper to my flash drive. So my plans to get some sleep were back underway, until it started pouring just before I after I left the building. It was freezing, and there was no way the car would be warm enough to sleep in. So, I got some snack wraps from McDonalds.
I went to biology lab at 2:00, and got hit unprepared for two short tests. I bombed the one, but passed the second. Then we had two and a half hours worth of film to watch. Watching the similarities between man and chimps feels like mental torture now that my mind is still broken. It reminds me that everything humanity holds dear, such as love, friendship, society, creativity, family, are all just evolutionary leftovers. Monkeys do it too, no one is special. The good news is that I realized later on that I used to think the same thought in past years, and it never bothered me. So hopefully that is a good sign that my broken mind is caused by some brain chemical screwup and not by the rational acknowledgement of universal truths. Regardless, it was an incredibly stressful two and a half hours, of film watching. I couldn't even sleep through it. I must have lost like three more clumps of hair in hair timespan, I could feel it. I left school at 5:00, felt better going home, got home at 6:00, ate dinner, played some Wii, I still don't see a Mii character shaped like John in the Mii parade. I left the house at 6:30, got to the cape may county campus at 7:00. There was a note on the classroom door saying that class was at 8:00 today. Great. So I went to the library, thinking it was the perfect opportunity to finish my paper, but instead I read news articles for an hour. I went back to class at 8:00, sat through it hassle-free, and left at 10:00. I got some more snack wraps, got an application from Blockbuster on the way home, got gas, and got home at 10:30. Then I browsed the internet until....now.
I woke up at 9:45, just as planned. I drank down the red bull, started the car and got back onto the parkway on my journey to wonderful community college. I got there at 10:30 and what luck! A note on the door saying that Ms. Yoa was absent today and class was canceled, for the second time this week, it was staring back at me! Then, I went to the library, read news articles for 20 minutes and then went to biology. Sat through that, managed to stay awake. After that I had a two hour break until my next class, so I though about getting some more sleep in the Nissan. But then I remembered that I had Business management today, and I needed to finish a paper. But then I remembered that I didn't save a copy of the paper to my flash drive. So my plans to get some sleep were back underway, until it started pouring just before I after I left the building. It was freezing, and there was no way the car would be warm enough to sleep in. So, I got some snack wraps from McDonalds.
I went to biology lab at 2:00, and got hit unprepared for two short tests. I bombed the one, but passed the second. Then we had two and a half hours worth of film to watch. Watching the similarities between man and chimps feels like mental torture now that my mind is still broken. It reminds me that everything humanity holds dear, such as love, friendship, society, creativity, family, are all just evolutionary leftovers. Monkeys do it too, no one is special. The good news is that I realized later on that I used to think the same thought in past years, and it never bothered me. So hopefully that is a good sign that my broken mind is caused by some brain chemical screwup and not by the rational acknowledgement of universal truths. Regardless, it was an incredibly stressful two and a half hours, of film watching. I couldn't even sleep through it. I must have lost like three more clumps of hair in hair timespan, I could feel it. I left school at 5:00, felt better going home, got home at 6:00, ate dinner, played some Wii, I still don't see a Mii character shaped like John in the Mii parade. I left the house at 6:30, got to the cape may county campus at 7:00. There was a note on the classroom door saying that class was at 8:00 today. Great. So I went to the library, thinking it was the perfect opportunity to finish my paper, but instead I read news articles for an hour. I went back to class at 8:00, sat through it hassle-free, and left at 10:00. I got some more snack wraps, got an application from Blockbuster on the way home, got gas, and got home at 10:30. Then I browsed the internet until....now.