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Aug 17, 2005 20:28

So John and George and I had a little fight. Mainly because I got pissed off that George had told him all about that night he and I shared. I don't need to go into specifics, it's a few months back on my blog and The Sun will probably sell you a back issue. Anyway, initially, I was crushed. George is my best friend. He's been my best friend since we were about two. After what happened, I made him swear up and down that he wouldn't tell a soul, and he promised. Now I find out he had told John. And I blew up at both of them. So much, Mags thought Ronnie had come over and ran in only to find me yelling at those two instead. I feel so horrible for what I did. John and George are my closest friends. I acted like a 10-year-old towards John on his blog, and I really am sorry for that. Then I called up George after John left and stopped commenting to me, and we had a shouting fight over the phone which ended in both of us sobbing "I'm sorry" to each other (well, I was sobbing, I don't think he was. Can't remember the last time I saw him cry). And I'm glad we made up. I really do love George with all my heart. He's like an older brother to me. John too, I haven't known him as long as I've known George, but he's just as important to me.

Why did I explode at them over something so bloody trivial? Easy. Frustration. And I was irritated and in a bad mood and I ended up taking it all out on them. Why? Because there's more rumour shit coming out in the tabloids about me. And it isn't about stuff I put out in the public. It's people getting bored and making shit up. I did NOT have a threesome with Dave Davies and Mick Avory! I did NOT wank Ray Davies off backstage during that tour! I did NOT pose for dirty photos for Dave! Where the fuck are people getting these stories from? God sometimes I really hate the media. I know, I know, my daughter writes for a newspaper, but she doesn't do shit like this! My whole career I've had to deal with this and now that tabloids are what seems to be in their golden age, it's gotten worse. Why do people care so much about my sex life and my private life? What else do they want to know? When did the world become so inquiring about celebrities? I know I'm always taking the piss out of people like Britney Spears, but now I can relate to them and the media scrutinizing them. They and their music still suck though heh.

So, in conclusion, John and George: I'm sorry I was such a fucking prick. Media: Kiss my 60-year-old English arse and suck on this! *flips off his copy of News of the World*

That is all.

-Greg
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