Tate...
It's the little things that drive me crazy. Seeing you look at me.. Or being there when you smile... when you move me so I'm closer to you. It's how good it feels to just.. be near you. It's.. knowing I am actually going to fall asleep with thoughts other than "I wish I wouldn't wake up, tomarrow." It's.. The smile I get when I see you. How.. I don't even have to try to seem happy around you. it just happens. I couldn't control it even if I wanted to. It's... The way you touch me.. The way you smell. It just.. gives me a feeling I haven't felt in a long time. Having someone constantly on my mind hasn't happened since Aric. And.. I'm not sure if you know what that means but.. knowing how i felt about him. and comparing it to how i feel about you.. seems unreal. Emotions are fucked up. I don't understand them. I never have. So... I suppose I'm trying to say.. I'm sorry, Tate. I can't tell you why I like you. I don't know why.. I just know I do. When I'm with you.. I feel... light. I feel.. "relieved." It's like I don't have to worry about anything. Nothing in the world matters. My mind is just completely blank. All I can think about is how.. "I could do this forever."
When I lay with you I feel like I'm sinking. Like.. my body just.. fits.. with yours. When you kiss me things get dark. Everything is blocked out. I.. love it. I love knowing you love me. At least.. I think you do.
I love.. feeling your heart beat. Or feeling you breathing. Watching you move.. i just.. It's amazing. It feels like a dream at times. It feels too good to be true. You make me feel lucky. That. is what I like.
When I lay with you I feel like I'm sinking. Like.. my body just.. fits.. with yours. When you kiss me things get dark. Everything is blocked out. I.. love it. I love knowing you love me. At least.. I think you do.
I love.. feeling your heart beat. Or feeling you breathing. Watching you move.. i just.. It's amazing. It feels like a dream at times. It feels too good to be true. You make me feel lucky. That. is what I like.