Beginning again, and not sorry - though fairly set back on my heels
My perception of my life and what I want to do with it is changing so fast, I can't keep up. I took a social media webinar today, and the ideas just poured out of the ether onto my page - and I know a lot from the presentation went over my head, I should retake it after my exam.
What I've been up to in the past few years, things I like to think about, values that are important to me...all these things are refolding into new opportunities, and my possible task list hasn't exploded like this in years. Possibly not ever. I have so many ideas that are clearly the second draft, or recombination, of first ideas, it's terribly exciting. ("I've learned something! It was worth it!")
It makes a difference that: I've set up and run a business before. I've set up a household before. I've moved cities before. I've figured out local networks before. Taking the risk scares me, but I keep reminding myself of all the lovely parachutes I have, in all the people who care about me. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
I'm rather glad that I have the LEED exam in a week, and get to focus squarely on that, otherwise I'd need help to keep my head from spinning. Interesting that my seriously-lapsed interest in knitting is Back. (I've picked up an abandoned pair of socks for listening to study materials, and am eyeing Norah Gaughan designs with fantastically creative geometric construction methods.)
What I've been up to in the past few years, things I like to think about, values that are important to me...all these things are refolding into new opportunities, and my possible task list hasn't exploded like this in years. Possibly not ever. I have so many ideas that are clearly the second draft, or recombination, of first ideas, it's terribly exciting. ("I've learned something! It was worth it!")
It makes a difference that: I've set up and run a business before. I've set up a household before. I've moved cities before. I've figured out local networks before. Taking the risk scares me, but I keep reminding myself of all the lovely parachutes I have, in all the people who care about me. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
I'm rather glad that I have the LEED exam in a week, and get to focus squarely on that, otherwise I'd need help to keep my head from spinning. Interesting that my seriously-lapsed interest in knitting is Back. (I've picked up an abandoned pair of socks for listening to study materials, and am eyeing Norah Gaughan designs with fantastically creative geometric construction methods.)