The places I have come to fear the most...

[greer]

Cody just called me and we had a good talk. Things have been going through my mind though after our conversation just now. Mostly with relationships and what I want in my life. Normally when I write about my feelings on here I hide behind a thin cover. I try to clearly say what is in my heart and what I am feeling, but I usually veil it in some way. I don’t know if that’s because I am insecure about my feelings on the subject, or if I have a hard time coming straight out and saying it. I know I want to write down what’s going through my mind at this moment, but I don’t know if it’s good or not. I don’t want to feel like an idiot or regret anything. What do I do if I truly want to be with someone, but I don’t know how to tell her? I’m scared.... I don’t want to rush things; I want to take them slow.... I want to see truly who she is and get to know her more.... I hope I’m not rushing things. I originally was going to write down everything about who I am talking about and what I want, but I don’t want to at the moment. I think she knows who she is...

Is it going to fast if you want to be with her again? Is it to much to ask? I’m to scared too... god I hate this.....