the desert

[greenylynn]

We spent three days driving. (I) spent three days driving. So many things have changed and obsessive reflection is almost gone. Why? I heard somewhere (or lots of wheres) that that you can only be yourself and nothing more. That's not true. We are all actresses in our own way. It catches up with you, believe me.

Somehow I've managed to become everything I ever wanted to be, but I'm still fucking hot and thirsty. Sand keeps blowing in my eyes and everything here is on the brink of death.

I like it, though...